I'm Fighting Fat is about my journey weight loss! Come join me!

I'm fat. And I've been fat for far too long. It's time to start making changes, and this blog is to document those changes, along with a few tears, and even some laughs along the way.

This blog isn't about is going on a fad diet - in fact no 'diet' foods or pills are going to be used during this entire process! Any use of the word 'diet' in this blog will simply refer to foods being eaten, not any special plan or 'can or can't have' food lists.

I'll be eating a variety of foods, as unprocessed as possible. The plan is not to cut out or severely cut down, but to help my body (and mind) realize when I truly am hungry, and not depend on the clock to tell me when mealtimes are. Moderation will be the rule in both eating and exercising.

Join me on my journey, my trials, my failures and successes to discover a thinner me and possibly inspire you to lose weight too, without all the diet hype!

Monday, March 5, 2012

Mini Goal ACHEIVED!

Last week was a bit of a bummer- I was so busy and so drawn out that I decided to treat myself- all the while I was in PMS mode. These things are bad enough separately, but together, they do not bode well on the scale!

I weighed myself last Monday, and gained two pounds. Weighed myself again Friday (which I usually don't do unless I gain- just to keep myself on track for the weekends), and gained another pound. The first gain I can attribute to womanly stuff, but the second gain was definitely when I treated myself to a cheesesteak and a slice of pizza. Sometimes you just have to have what you crave, even if you know you'll pay for it later!

So, before the weekend even started I had a three pound gain. All I planned on doing was behaving myself and making sure I didn't underfeed my body or pig out out of rebellion. Not eating enough (or too much) can also mess up your metabolism, so I just let things be and started listening to my body again. 

This week is a walking week, and the first time I've done any serious walking in almost a month! Two weeks ago I had setbacks in my schedule or the weather, so I not only didn't get gym time, but the only walking I did was to and from the school for my daughter. It wasn't bad, but I didn't get in what I should have, when everything was said and done. 
God has a very good sense of humor, and decided to let my daughter forget a few things she needed for class, right when we were on the last leg of the journey to school this morning. I don't normally go back and fetch things for my kids (letting them learn about consequences), but today I did- she's been very good at remembering, and I wanted to give her a break. So one more trip back and forth to school, adding another mile to my tally.

I was hurting before I was even half way to the gym. My hips hate me.

The important thing is, I did go to the gym. I even did my workout. Slowly, but I did it. Then I sat for a few minutes before heading home. By the end of the day, I'll have logged in a whopping five miles.

That. Is. AWESOME!

But wait- there's more!

Remember the weekend? I did everything I could to lighten myself before I stepped on the scale- and if you've ever tried to lose weight, you know exactly what I'm talking about. If you could be lighter by breathing helium, you would- and so would I. After doing all I could over the weekend and at the gym, I braced myself and stepped on the scale.

Part of me wondered if the scale was off kilter. Part of me wondered if I was reading the numbers right. But when I stepped on the scale again, it was the same number.

Two. Nine. Zero. 290. I not only lost the three pounds, but got to my first mini-goal. I had lost a total of thirty pounds. I'd almost cried, I was so happy!

I got a high five from the gym manager, and kudos from the other people who were exercising. I'd left with a feeling of great accomplishment- even the walk home was a lot more pleasant! My hips didn't seem to hurt as much, and here I am, resting and sharing the triumph!

I'm beginning to see life as a big roller coaster ride- but instead of being scared, I'm starting to enjoy the ride!

Keep those chins up!