Last week was a bit of a bummer- I was so busy and so drawn out that I decided to treat myself- all the while I was in PMS mode. These things are bad enough separately, but together, they do not bode well on the scale!
I weighed myself last Monday, and gained two pounds. Weighed myself again Friday (which I usually don't do unless I gain- just to keep myself on track for the weekends), and gained another pound. The first gain I can attribute to womanly stuff, but the second gain was definitely when I treated myself to a cheesesteak and a slice of pizza. Sometimes you just have to have what you crave, even if you know you'll pay for it later!
So, before the weekend even started I had a three pound gain. All I planned on doing was behaving myself and making sure I didn't underfeed my body or pig out out of rebellion. Not eating enough (or too much) can also mess up your metabolism, so I just let things be and started listening to my body again.
This week is a walking week, and the first time I've done any serious walking in almost a month! Two weeks ago I had setbacks in my schedule or the weather, so I not only didn't get gym time, but the only walking I did was to and from the school for my daughter. It wasn't bad, but I didn't get in what I should have, when everything was said and done.
God has a very good sense of humor, and decided to let my daughter forget a few things she needed for class, right when we were on the last leg of the journey to school this morning. I don't normally go back and fetch things for my kids (letting them learn about consequences), but today I did- she's been very good at remembering, and I wanted to give her a break. So one more trip back and forth to school, adding another mile to my tally.
The important thing is, I did go to the gym. I even did my workout. Slowly, but I did it. Then I sat for a few minutes before heading home. By the end of the day, I'll have logged in a whopping five miles.
But wait- there's more!
Part of me wondered if the scale was off kilter. Part of me wondered if I was reading the numbers right. But when I stepped on the scale again, it was the same number.
I'm beginning to see life as a big roller coaster ride- but instead of being scared, I'm starting to enjoy the ride!